This has been one of the saddest weeks I have ever lived through. There was too many tears in too many people's eyes and a visible dark gloom hung in the air.
I had been feeling different for a while as if that haircut gave me a new identity. Everything got to my head it seems and it took all of this to get me back to what I'm used to; deep, melancholic lyrics and a constant tie in the stomach and lump in the throat, all while appreciating anyone who's willing give me a smile.
So I feel like I'm back. I want to cry some more, hug anyone who's willing to hold me and brighten my own day when the sun fails to deliver.
Somewhere along the way, my hopefulness turned to sadness,
Somewhere along the way, my sadness turned to bitterness,
Somewhere along the way, my bitterness turned to anger,
Somewhere along the way, my anger turned to vengeance.
And the ones that I made pay were never the ones who deserved it,
And the ones who deserved it, they'll never understand it,How could you be so perfect for me?
Why can't you ignore the things I did before?
Somewhere along the way, exacting vengeance gave excitement,
Somewhere along the way, that excitement turned to pleasure,
Somewhere along the way, that pleasure turned to madness,
Sooner or later that kind of madness turns into pain.Together we'll sing songs and tell exaggerated stories,
About the way we feel today in the night and in the morning.
Take all your fears, pretend they're all true,
Take all your plans, pretend they fell through.
But that's what it's like,
That's what it's like for most people in this world.
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Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
What if I did and I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me
'cause I come clean
Hold me till I die
Meet you on the other side