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Note.

xthetide — 2009-11-04T02:22:20Z

So I thought I should fill you in on what's been going on this past few weeks. As you'd probably guess, I haven't been that strong. Isn't this exactly where you'd like...

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xthetide — 2009-10-31T04:44:54Z

We had been out driving too long. I sat in the passenger seat as you drove us and it killed me that the night ended this way. To hear the frustration in your voice,...

In a coma you don't dream you just hope that someone sits with you.

xthetide — 2009-10-28T21:55:54Z

And I'm not sure what the trouble was That started all of this The reasons all have run away But the feeling never did.

post-slam

xthetide — 2009-10-18T05:46:12Z

I've come to understand this fear of darkness many people seem to have. It's just before midnight on a Saturday and these fluoresent lights make me forget that I'm...

the stills; love of my life.

xthetide — 2009-09-25T23:45:31Z

I wear a smile, I wear a laugh. In the back stage changing heads, I am a weekday on weekends and I hate my best friends. Spoken, choked up on my notes. This heart...

passenger seat, death cab

xthetide — 2009-09-16T01:40:56Z

I roll the window down and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home. Then...

No.

xthetide — 2009-09-14T03:57:20Z

I want the dark and hollow type of sleep. The kind of empty that swallows up a scream. Each day would be different if I didn't wake up tense from having wandered into...

Story of my life.

xthetide — 2009-09-05T04:38:22Z

"…I’m not good at meeting new people. They always want something. Cigarettes, gas money, a lighter, drugs — I have nothing to offer these people. Not...

There's nothing left but a pair of glassy eyes.

xthetide — 2009-09-04T06:22:54Z

I'm sitting here, 1 hour and 34 minutes into the fourth day of September trying to convince you that everything you're saying is wrong. I'm pointing out the various...

For a minute there, I lost myself.

xthetide — 2009-08-13T03:44:29Z

I'm alright again. Is it ridiculous though to say that I think scars heal too quickly? Or do the mind and heart mend together into a perfect mesh too soon and the...

conclusion

xthetide — 2009-08-01T03:41:33Z

I regret the majority of the past four weeks. While appreciating the great nights, I wasted away sunlight in a sea of strange faces. I have a innate lack of...

"a heart-less romantic"

xthetide — 2009-07-17T03:35:02Z

No matter what I've ever said or written, it all ends the same. I can't stand being here. I want to shut my eyes and open them only to see a new reality. Something...

Tracy Chapman.

xthetide — 2009-08-13T03:44:09Z

You got a fast car, I want a ticket to anywhere, Maybe we can make a deal, Maybe together we can get somewhere, Any place is better, Starting from zero, got nothing...

Article posted on Wednesday, 01 July 2009 at 12:40 AM

xthetide — 2009-07-01T05:40:45Z

I don't want to sleep. I have re-occuring nightmares, I worry during my sleep and then when I wake up I do not feel rested at all because I spent the entire night...

unsent

xthetide — 2009-07-01T04:41:49Z

Hey... I don't need to say it, but all things come to and end, good or bad and this pointless experience is also entitled to this fact. So let me start by saying that...

bliss.

xthetide — 2009-06-24T01:24:26Z

Old crows ride in the mouth of the beast; sleep beneath its tongue, cradled by it's teeth. We roam from shore to shore, from the open sky to the ocean floor; the more...

Placebo.

xthetide — 2009-06-18T01:34:18Z

I always watch you when you're dreaming because I know it's not of me. I smoke a dozen cancer sticks, imagine there are two or three ways to make you love me and not...

This Is A Fire Door Never Leave Open - The Weakerthans.

xthetide — 2009-06-16T04:41:30Z

Headlights race towards the corner of the dining room. Half illuminate a face before they disappear. You breathe in forty years of failing to describe a feeling. I...

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xthetide — 2009-06-12T02:52:15Z

«My mind is set on winter’s end, driving convertibles down highways that never end. Just let me drive away, instead of chasing all these dreams. Don’t...

Pamphleteer - The Weakerthans.

xthetide — 2009-06-11T19:45:33Z

I'm standing on this corner. Can't get their attention. Facing rush hour faces turned around. I clutch my stack of paper, press one to a chest, then watch it swoop and...