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xthetide — 2009-12-16T00:59:02Z

We're talking about how people undervalue themselves. That's what he thinks, so I ask him what is it that's so undervalued? What's so special within us that is worth...

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xthetide — 2009-12-12T03:40:40Z

"Tongue in cheek till a hole burns out her mouth, And fingers crossed like the promise of cub scouts, And we know that the picture in her heart shaped locket, Is far...

Jack Kerouac

xthetide — 2009-12-09T01:17:23Z

"I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another 'til I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to...

Thank goodness, all things must come to an end.

xthetide — 2009-12-04T06:05:10Z

So what can I do but recluse myself from the conversation, silent in a sea of intolerable chatter, and just think about how cute it is for the both of them. A ring...

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xthetide — 2009-11-23T04:31:39Z

So a few days ago, I mentally returned from a vacation to this town and just a few moments ago, I realized that I'm going through yet another psychosis. I see this...

just breathe/ my love was there/ out of the blue

xthetide — 2009-11-20T04:34:52Z

This has been one of the saddest weeks I have ever lived through. There was too many tears in too many people's eyes and a visible dark gloom hung in the air. I had...

Note.

xthetide — 2009-11-16T04:01:39Z

It's because I know that I don't deserve a second chance. I'm not worth persistent kindness and as I try to focus my eyes on your name flashing on the bottom of the...

BRIGHT EYES

xthetide — 2009-11-16T01:08:40Z

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? Does he walk...

Note.

xthetide — 2009-11-04T02:22:20Z

So I thought I should fill you in on what's been going on this past few weeks. As you'd probably guess, I haven't been that strong. Isn't this exactly where you'd like...

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xthetide — 2009-10-31T04:44:54Z

We had been out driving too long. I sat in the passenger seat as you drove us and it killed me that the night ended this way. To hear the frustration in your voice,...

In a coma you don't dream you just hope that someone sits with you.

xthetide — 2009-10-28T21:55:54Z

And I'm not sure what the trouble was That started all of this The reasons all have run away But the feeling never did.

post-slam

xthetide — 2009-10-18T05:46:12Z

I've come to understand this fear of darkness many people seem to have. It's just before midnight on a Saturday and these fluoresent lights make me forget that I'm...

the stills; love of my life.

xthetide — 2009-09-25T23:45:31Z

I wear a smile, I wear a laugh. In the back stage changing heads, I am a weekday on weekends and I hate my best friends. Spoken, choked up on my notes. This heart...

passenger seat, death cab

xthetide — 2009-09-16T01:40:56Z

I roll the window down and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home. Then...

No.

xthetide — 2009-09-14T03:57:20Z

I want the dark and hollow type of sleep. The kind of empty that swallows up a scream. Each day would be different if I didn't wake up tense from having wandered into...

Story of my life.

xthetide — 2009-09-05T04:38:22Z

"…I’m not good at meeting new people. They always want something. Cigarettes, gas money, a lighter, drugs — I have nothing to offer these people. Not...

There's nothing left but a pair of glassy eyes.

xthetide — 2009-09-04T06:22:54Z

I'm sitting here, 1 hour and 34 minutes into the fourth day of September trying to convince you that everything you're saying is wrong. I'm pointing out the various...

For a minute there, I lost myself.

xthetide — 2009-08-13T03:44:29Z

I'm alright again. Is it ridiculous though to say that I think scars heal too quickly? Or do the mind and heart mend together into a perfect mesh too soon and the...

conclusion

xthetide — 2009-08-01T03:41:33Z

I regret the majority of the past four weeks. While appreciating the great nights, I wasted away sunlight in a sea of strange faces. I have a innate lack of...

"a heart-less romantic"

xthetide — 2009-07-17T03:35:02Z

No matter what I've ever said or written, it all ends the same. I can't stand being here. I want to shut my eyes and open them only to see a new reality. Something...